hi. syg...miss u so much....i really miss u alot...i thinking about us a lot syg

..

hon..do u want ur own family?u want ur own kids? hmm..i cant give that to u..i sedar tu..i know one day you want someone who can take care of u..i can take care of u sayang..but if u wish that person is ur child, i cant give u that..byk i fikir skrg syg..our situation now making me realize how selfish i am of u..u give me a hint already on how one day , we r not going to be together..i just realize it now.

miss u

sayang....i miss u..i wait for ur call today u tau x....i miss u so damn much

harder

hi hon..lama sgt i rasa x update blog ni utk syg...i xde la bz sgt..it just that i really miss u.. tiap hari sabtu i xkan tido lepas balik kerja sbb i tggu panggilan dr syg...assalamualaikum dr syg dah cukup buat i org paling bahagia..i just have to wait 10 month lagi for u..i wist time fly faster,.. i really miss u..hmm

hon..now i really into lesbian reading and all..im a bit obsessed with it..i tau yg u nk brubah, u nk i brubah..but i still dont get the calling..i xkn halang u syg..u nk brubah, go ahead.. ill try my best utk halang perasaan dan nafsu i utk u..ill try.,but please hon jgn paksa i..bukan i x nk brubah..tp i xnk paksaan u buat i jauh dr u...if that the way u want me to keep a distance, bukan mcm tu caranya.. just twll me and ill be gone ..i sayang u more than my life..more than anything..ill let u go bila u dah ok without me.. 

jgn salah faham sayang..i xpenah kat sini , xkesah how lonely i am, ill never flirt or find anyone to fill the loneliness.. i love u..i wont replace u dgn sesapa pun. i truly love you

its been a while..

hi sayang..i x sure yg i akan bagi syg baca atau x everything yg i tulis utk syg..or maybe syg will forever xkan tau..

i know its been a while and kekadang je i tulis dedication utk sayang..ntah la mcm2 sgt otak ni nk fikir..u know how hard is it for me to write this and at the same time killing myself missing u? u know how lost i am now.? xde org nk larang i buat apa pun..pkul brapa i kuar, pg mana dengan siapa..family i xde syg..and they dont care..i xtau ap yg hold i utk jgn makin jauh lost i..may be remembring u all the time keep me going..u keep me sane for know. i dont know how long..

bila i fikir about our relationship, it make me happy, it make me sad, and it make me mad. it make me happy coz i have u, it make me sad coz i cant have u, it make me mad coz u never be mine, no matter what i do. 

bila life kita go on nnti, how we going to live sayang? together? or u stick with ur family n i stick with mine..? i make wrong doing to you, and i dont want to hurt u. u meeting my family is a mistake. im sorry sayang..ill never ask u to choose but one time later in ur life , u have to choose. u know its not the way to live.

u told me right yg u nk berubh, bawa i skali. , xkan tinggal i,.. how right are u? is that just a word from u ? i can change.. but i cant promise i will change how i feel about myself.. even i dont admit it to the world, GOd know,and ill keep lying to myself..

u jauh.. u syg i..and at one time i know yg u fikir i sayang i sebab nafsu..u wrong..bcoz if sex is what i want from u, i can have it from anyone else.. i want u. and that is my problem sayang..

sometimes bila u kol, u talk about ur family, ask anout me too ..bila i ckp i miss u, u jawab x nk jawab. u know how i die a little inside bila u jawab x nk jawab je when i said i miss u damn much?bila u lupa nk wish brthday i yg dah lpas?bila i ckp how stress i am?

tiap kali i melawat u, i pandang u, and u didnt look back, u tau x betapa sedeh nya i. seriously syang..u buat i hilang semangat nk jumpa u lagi..tp i rindu u sgt..i need to see your face even just for a minute.

i made up my mind sayang..bila u dah btol2 berubah , and your love for me has changed to friendship, ill let u go.. we can be frend, but we cant be close fren, becoz it will give me hope, that thing will be back as it is.that is how much i love u. 

sadden

baby...im sad..know why? until now i never get a birthday wishes from u..i tot masa u kol i haritu, u will wish me..maybe u forgot..but i never ever think my birthday is important, it just that when u came to my life, u make me important...but i dont know...

u make my day

sayang..thanks for calling me yesterday... i miss u..its been a month since i heard ur voice..i miss it.

sayang

hon...its my birthday today...im waiting for ur wishes.but i guess im not getting it..i miss u..its been so long...u have to call me sayang.please

call me ..im waiting

sayang..i really miss u and ill wait for yr call..hmm..i thought yesterday akan ade kol dr u..i kept waiting tp smpai arini xde.. i miss u damn much syg...its hard to write here now.. i miss u damn much

hi hon..kiss kiss,..

hmm.. i really miss u sayang..the more i see u the more i feel hurt without u here..hmm..xtau la apa i nk buat sepa jang i tggu syg nii

torn

sayang..arini lepas dah satu hari dr date i jumpa sayag..hmm..i byk fikir pasal kita sayang..i mnta maaf i x jadi sebaik yang u mintak..i cuba..tp i xde org pun yg guide i.. xde org nk larang i pegi mana..nk buat ap..kalau weekend i balik lewat pun, xde org tanya i...i cuba igt pesanan u..sekarg solat i pun lubang2.. hmm..kat tempat keje selalu i lost..i bz sgt buat keje smpai tlupa solat..i bersyukur u dapat berubah..i ni x tau lah.... so far iman i kuat lagi untuk x cuba bnda pelik2.. i masih ingat sapa i sayang..i xde nk cari lain utk isi masa lapang...i xpnah buka hati i utk org lain..walaupun sayang i ni kat u salah kat mata tuhan, i nak tau, i syg u sebab i rasa selesa dengan u, i can tell anything, share anything without worry being judge, i nk protect u, i nak u kat sisi i., i nak jaga u..kalau bole seumur hidup i.. tp bila smlam u ckp i u doa i utk dpt cari org lain yg trbaik utk i, maksudnya u boleh lpaskan i?..hmm..kalau u rasa dia baik, dia sopan, hormat org, u rasa dia terbaik utk i? .. i x pnah fikr utk tggal u sbb org lain..i pnah fkir nak tinggal u ,bila u dah berubah, bila u sendri yg jumpa lelakimterbaik utk hidup u, sbb i x dpt nk tipu dr sendri bila i tgk u bahagia dgn org lain. but the time hasnt come yet.. we'll see what happen..u ckp u nk jdi kawan baik i selamanya, tp i xpernah anggap u kawan. i just make you my only one..i x tau bnyk mana lagi entry boleh i tulis, sbb everytime i tulis, i'll think about how much u pray for us to be away in future, and what i think aboul all the time is our future

sayang..

arini i jumpa u...rasa rindu sgt2 kau , baby..hmmm......please september..hurry up ..i want u

sayang..muaah..i rasa i mimpi syg smalam...i mimpi syg same2 ngan. jalan2.. and u mmg i pnya..hmm..kita cuti sama2 ..hmm x sbar nya sayang

love.. i rindu u syg... rindu sgt baby..hmm..10 month to go syg

sayang

baby syg!!

lama nya x dgr sore syg..miss u so damn much..miss ur scent syg..hmm..i wish u call me now..i want u badly

love

hi love...i pening syg..i ada inteview esok..ntah apa keje pun i xtau..tp i pg jea la tgk camne kan syg. i love u.. see u next week tau syg

miss

sayang..so damn tired..i baru balik keje syg..smlm drive balik ke kl dr kg..pnt trus mlm pg keje..i miss u syg..ill dream of u k.. i will

hari raya haji

hi love..arini hari raya korban...hmmm..

so lonely without u syg...

xde u, i rasa dr i brubah..i prefer to be alone.. always..im not happy..i laugh for sure but im not truly happy, thinking about u so far away from me.. nothing make me happy like u make me ..

oh baby how much i want u right now syg

hi my love..i miss u so much..

its been a while since kita jumpa ogos aritu..2 month have passed tau syg...less than 11 month kita akan sama2.. x sbar syg..i love u 

baby call booboo

baby !!!!!! baby call tadi...i happy sgt..i miss u damn much syg!!thanks syg..thanks sgt2.. i know even x lama pun, tp dgr suara syg jea hati i dah happy sgt..i love u so damn much..jgn cari lain k syg..

xsbrnye nk jmpa syg mggu depannnnnnn..i miss u damn much

jumpa sayang

hi love...miss me? coz i miss. so much lah syg...still tggu call dr syg..weekend ni mungkin ai jmpa syg tau...suka x? rindu sgt dah ni nk jumpa...ill se u ok?

love is u

hai love...ari ni bape kali ntah i igt u..i rindu u everytime ..i seyes syg..every second i miss u..and everytime someone mention love, it defines u

heart missing

this is us.. this is what i have in my mind always. i love no matter what. i never leave u

forever

i miss u love 

hi love..

hmm..there is moment where im not proud of myself...yesterday i miss u so much n i did thing that u dont like... i miss ur kiss, ur touch.. i really miss it love...i keep staring at yr pic n kiss it all over  it.. im crazy in love

hi sayang!!!!!!

hemmm... lmanya lagi nk jmpa syg..sori tau sayang lma x pegi sana jmpa syg.....rinduu jugak..tp now i want to work hard for us..i want to have u in my life so i want u to be happy

love..

i nk jmpa u syg..tp x tau bila i free. asyek keje jea nih...i miss u damn much syg.dpt tgk syg pun jadilah..i btol2 rindu syg sggt

missing love again

hi love

hmm..i lost track of how much i love u today..

baby, igt tau, x kesah apa jadi, i wont leave u.. but if u want to leave me, ill respect ur choice.

but please dont, syg

live

hon.. today my fren ask me, apa nk buat utk lupakan dia pnye ex..i ' ve clueless..coz, i cuba buat everything utk dri i supaya x sakit bila rindu u..but still, i miss u damn much every second u were not with me...i bgtau dia, yg i pun trying to forget things..not forgetting u sayang..just distract dri i dr jadi gila bila xde u..what i did was i worked more than everyone else..i minimizd myself on beng alone.. but still u with me in mydream sayang..not everyday but when u in mydream, ill remember and ill cry missing u.

please comeback

i miss u i wish what happen now, didnt happen...hon..im miserable here w/ out u..

miss u

baby.. i type ni kat tempat keje now.. i miss u so damn much.. ntah macam mana lah sayang kat sana tu yea.. rindu sgt sayang lah.. I can hear those echoes in the wind at night Calling me back in time Back to you In a place far away Where the water meets the sky The thought of it makes me smile You are my tomorrow I will see you again, whoa This is not where it ends I will carry you with me, oh 'Til I see you again

hon., hmm tired livin like this.. i dont want to be without u

sayang cinta hati i... satu badan i sakit skrg syg...pnat sgt keje..kan best lau i blik keje i nmpak syng..leh hug2 n crta everything kat syg.. i miss u..i tggu 12 bulanlagi

honey my love... i miss u so much.. i kept thinking about u sayang..everything..i miss to feel ur hands wrapped in my arms..ur back when i hug u tight..everything

i miss u hon....hopefully 12 month comes like week.... i really miss u

i miss u hon....hopefully 12 month comes like week.... i really miss u

sayang..i'll be leaving today dr kampung...esok i da keje sayang .. i miss u so much...everytime i dgr psal relationship, hati sakit..sbb i miss u damn much

sayang..i'll be leaving today dr kampung...esok i da keje sayang .. i miss u so much...everytime i dgr psal relationship, hati sakit..sbb i miss u damn much

sayang..i'll be leaving today dr kampung...esok i da keje sayang .. i miss u so much...everytime i dgr psal relationship, hati sakit..sbb i miss u damn much

sayang..i'll be leaving today dr kampung...esok i da keje sayang .. i miss u so much...everytime i dgr psal relationship, hati sakit..sbb i miss u damn much

sayang.. i miss damn much... i want u here now. im miserable here

thanks syg

honey..thanks sbb kol i..i miss u so much..u baru kol i.. even situation u face skrg ni pun u ada utk i..thanks sgt syg..

baby.. papa sakit..i kat kg skrg... trus pg icu.. xtau lah syg... i risau

hi sayang

sayang.. im still waiting for ur call tauu..i miss u.. hope u okay kat sana.. i work hard now for our future

demotivated

sayang...now i btol2 tensen keje sayang... i kept myself bz untuk xsedeh bila tindu u, but work make me feel so fucked up. i still strong tau syg utk x follow bdk2 kerja i buat bnda plik2 utk release tensen dorg.. i tahan sgt skrg syg.. im sorry i broke my promises but i got confession.. i do smoke occasionally..x tahan syg..ntah la bila nk stop pun i xtau..hmm..

baby.. i tension hidup mcm ni syg...byk bnda i kne fkir... xde org i nk mgadu...gila jga i nnti. .

run

hon... today i kept thinking about us.. our relationship..where its headed..i dont know.. i love u, i want tu build a life with u.after thus i think u will be busy.. i know what ur mum plans with u..and it might be the same situation as we are now...i really love u and i cant wait to have you in my life. but i want a home, with u in it.. and i dont see how our family can allow it to happen..sometimes i just wish i can run, leave everything and take u with me..

TIRED

love .. im damn tired..i work 13 hours today...sleepy like hell....but still cant stop thinking about u...i miss u..call me syg.. i need u

hi my love...mane ni syg xde kol...i miss ur voice so much.. ikeep kissing ur handkerchief coz i miss ur scent syg...tension nya now... hmm...love , rite now im looking for a new job ...bosan la syg...stress..lgi2 syg xde..hmm miss u love,...

hi sayang... muaahhh...miss u.. arini i keje awal lagi syg...i nk keje sungguh2 , nnti baru i dapt jamin hidup kita nnti..i x nk jauh dgn u tau syg.. sayang u.. i still tggu syg kol..ntah bila la syg kol.. i never leave my phone away waiting for u

morning love... i still thinking about the first time we met..i kiss ur cheeks and u startled.hehe...really miss it.. i really want u now...close to me

hurt

sayang lama sgt i rasa syg jauhhhh...i rindu syg sgt..everyday i tggu call dr syg..i just want to hear your voices

baby, i listen to this song it remind me of you. . . .

Terima Kasih – IAmNeeta Tidak pernah ku rasa perasaan yang begini Tulus tuk mencintaimu Semua kerna dirimu ku berubah Hidup kini penuh dengan senyuman Oh sayang datanglah ku inginkan dirimu Dekatlah padaku ku rindukan pelukmu Terima kasih atas segalanya Yang telah kau beri amat ku hargai Semua ku simpan di dalam hati Penuh riang tawa mesra Terus terukir di hati Siapa sangka kan bahagia Bila dulu pernah luka Cinta datang tak diduga Bawa hingga syurga Tidak pernah ku rasa perasaan yang begini Tulus tuk mencintaimu Semua kerna dirimu ku berubah Hidup kini penuh dengan senyuman Oh sayang datanglah ku inginkan dirimu Dekatlah padaku ku rindukan pelukmu Terima kasih atas segalanya Yang telah kau beri amat ku hargai Semua ku simpan di dalam hati Penuh riang tawa mesra Terus terukir di hati love u so much

hug hug

i kiss it every day...just to make sure i remember yr scent sayang.. i love u so damn much

hmm

sayang.. i miss u..pening i syg...apa2 pun i xde org nk mgadu...u lg la .hmmm...ntah la syng.... susah hidup sndri mcm ni kan....hmm..love u

sayang

sayang ku... i need u..really miss u..today i saw one couple who are very much look like inlove...i miss us sayang...please

muaaahhh kissesss

hi love... balik jea keje trus i taip ni utk syg..syg tau knp i bt ni? so nnti bila syg dah kuar, and maybe one time kita akan gaduh, u ckp i da x syg u or i dah brubh, i nk u baca balik everything yg i buat masa i rindu u since kita xdpt jmpa..i never stop loving u, and when u did stop care and love me, syg pls just leave me with no reason..i tau u msti marah i ckp ni...tp one day kalau dah smpai masa untuk syg buka hati syg utk org lain,syg pgilah, cari bhagia syg..but i will always love u k?

u r my baby

hi love...umuuaaahhhh have i told u how much i love u today? a lottttttt.. im so tired sayang....kan besT lau baby ada sebelah skrg..bleh i manja2 sket...nk mgadu2.. i get myself busy dgn kerja but everytime i stop, i still miss u ..still with sapu tngan yg syg bagi...still kiss it..i miss u darling

honey love..

baby sayang... now i completely sure that i will never like guys!...ewww. sayang hari ni i saw the most disgusting thing ever in my life about guy..oh i wish i can forget that..so eeewww... i miss u a lot sayang....hmm.. i keep counting the days that u will be with me...i miss u damn much... i tau ni sangat cliche..tp every love song remind me of you..

lappy babybooooo

hi baby..boo arini baru ada masa nk format lappy boo sbb kan baby lupa password.. ummuaah... i love u sayang.. i byk sgt bnda nk cerita kat sayang..lmbat lagi ke sayang ada dekat dengan boo? i miss u so much sayang..i miss u even more when i see ur picture sayang..please sayang hurry up to my arm ok?

i forever in love

sayang,, rindu i x? sebab i rindu u sgt2.. td i tgk wayang dgn adik2 i..i teringin sgt nk jalan2 dgn u, pegang tgn u..tgkmu pun ok da..i rindu sgttttttt..cpat la masa berlalu...i need u

rinduu sangat

baby sayang....rindu baby sangat lah.....harap2 sayang sehat ...hmm...every morning before i sleep i will think about us...our future...i keep thinking about how i cant live without u...dont go away sayang...please....we got pinky swear....i love u forever..

love

my baby love..... i miss u...tiba2 i teringat dgn apa yg sayang ckp masa kita jumpa tu..syg ckp nnti lpas syg dah free baru kita ckp pasal hubungan kita..knp? syg takut i brubah hati trus cari org lain ? syg risau kan.... i dpt tau dr riak wajah sayang lagi bila i ckp i maybe pindah philipin or india.. i dpt jga bermuda or us..tp i takut sbb jauh sgt...lagi2 jauh dr syg....i tau syg sedeh kan kalau i pg... jgn risau i xkn pg pun sbb i da tolak awal2 lg..i cuma nk tau prasaan syg , samada syg happy atau syg sedeh...dr reaksi syg, i tau syg x nk i pg kan.. i syg u sgt2.. i pegang janji u syg ,.. i akan tggu u..lpas tu terpulang pada sayang mcm mana syg nk buat dgn hubungan kita ni.. p/s: still kissing and sniffing ur scent from the hndkerchief. <3

umuaahhhhh

baby....nk tido still jea tium22 dlu hndkrchf baby...sayang baby sgt2... muah muah ..i rindu sgt syg..

sleeping with

sayang.. i baru habes keje n now da smpi rumah...hndkerchf baby tuu boo ada simpan dlm plastik..nk tido jea trus boo cium2 tuu..moga hari ni dpt jmpamsayang dlm mmpi..i love u

kising u today!!!!

yeayyyyyy...baby i hug u today sayang...love u..thanks for the handkerchief.. ill sleep with it from now on sayang...thanks..i love u...cant wait for us to be together

jalan pulang..

baby...sejak dua menjak ni, boo slalu trbaca tentang blog2 org yg mcm kita..pngalamn diorg yg cuba u tuk kmbali ke jln yg btol..hmmm..xtau lah sayang...boo tau smpai mana jea lah hubungan kita ni syg..kita x mungkin dpt ikatan yg halal dan suci dimata Allah..apatah lagi di mata keluarga kita..boo x minta perasaan ni ada syg...baby igt apa yg kita bincangkan masa last kita jumpa?u nak i jadi sahabat terbaik u..and i bgtau u, susah untuk i untuk just berkawan dengan u , tatap muka u, pegang tangan u yg xkan jadi hak i..hmm..bkn i xpnah buka hati i untuk org lain..bila i jatuh cinta ngan u pun, masa hati i x mencari..honestly, i confused dgn u syg..wht are we doing now? u slalu bgtau i yg u nk hubungan ni halal, sekadar sahabat..tp u keep giving me hope yg we will always be together.i yold u, kalau u jmpa someone yg boleh guide u, yg boleh buat dia hak u didunia ni, pegi jea sayang..tp mungkin u xkan jmpa i lagi..enough la dgn hubungan kita yg terlarang ni, i x sggup nk tgk u dgn org lain..yes i wont forget u.. i love u too much and i will let u go when u found someone better..but until then, i will take care of u..and no matter what, u will always in my heart beat..take care yea sayang.

meeting

sayang finally  boo dtg jmpa syg...tggu tau esok..love u

this is me missing u

i really miss u..,

     

                            
            hurry up baby....

frustrated

baby..ur brother just txt me bgtau yg i dpt jumpa u..tp it is on my working days sayang..im so sorry.. :'( and plus i know that ur family want to spend time with u ..and i should give u n ur family some space right..sayang im really sorry and im really sad i cant see u..forgive me sayang? ill see u on nxt visit i promise

dreaming

all the time im dreaming of u sayang..please come to me ..hearing ur voice is not enough sayang

thanks for ur call..im waiting for that sayang..

tired

baby..penat sgt i hari ni sayang.. i dont know how many time today i was thinking about our future..do we have future together hon? i ask muself are u willing to be with me till my last breath?

one thing i know, if one day u found the one u really love and the one u can spent ur old time together with, just go ahead baby..i love u too much and i want u to be happy..but i dont think that i can be close to u..just thinking about it make my heart ache..

one day u will want kids, things i cant give u..u will want to marry, thing will never happen to us..just remember, no matter how far i am, i keep thinking about u.  because i love u

hug

baby..i just woke up...so tired sayang...wish u kat sebelah i and ill hug u forever..now getting ready for work.

baby x perlu risau ok? im not fooling around dgn siapa2.. my life is work and only u..

too slow

baby im so bored and i really miss u damn much!!  i keep thinking about u all the time..i wish time fly faster ..





i want my baby now

missing u

i miss my baby .. when r u going to call me sayang...im waiting for ur voices..i'll sleep tonight dreaming of u

u r mine!!

fuck everyone else

                

it says all...

     

12 hour shift

sayang!! today i have to work 12 hour straight ...:(. penat sgt sayang...i nak u.. i miss u so much..im dying here..i want u

i want u

i x tahan mcm ni...mana u.. i need u .. :'(

hon, please hurry .. need u badly.. i want u t make me feel better.. want u to hug me and just hug me..

eeeyyyy!!

i mimpi u dgn org lain kat sana!!!!!!!! sakitnya hati i ...knplah skrg ni i mimpi mcm2 syg...geram sgt i...pls baby jgn buat hal kat sana..i tggu u kat sini , pls dont hurt my heart, love..pls dont.

work

baby , i feel really sick today..and kejap lgi i da kne pg keje...syg... :'(

i miss u badly....doakan boo cpt sehat ok?

love u so much

sick

baby...im so miserable without u....please hurry back to me sayang...please...im sick and no one take care of me..i want u now..please syang ;'( i miss u

selamat mlm sayang....

sayang... sedih sangat td jmpa sayang sekejappppp sgt..baby. xplu risau pasal cincin ni la sayng... iam forever yours...im sorry sbb td boo tnya byk soklan baby ada x menggatal kat sana...sbb i jauh ...mcm mana kalau baby nnti tggal boo....im waiting for u sayang...dont let me down again.. love u so much..pls dont find someone better than me

bus ride

love..so tiring sayang...wanna sleep in ur arms now...on my way to kl and ill be meeting u soon ..wait for me k, love? muaaaahh...

packing!!!!!

im packing now love, heading back to kl on saturday night and fly straight to you.. sorry sayang i cant stay long.. the truth is i work on sunday night.. i have to train a new employee..and the ticket for evening is too expensive for me..  i really am sorry.. trust me the love i have for u never less than before...the distances we have now make me realize how much i cant live wthout u.. love u

MY OTHER HALF.....

bagusnya kalau dpt celebrate raya dgn syg.... if i can make you mine in the eyes of everyone, i will sayang.... hmmmmm

i want the world to know how much inlove i am with u..if i can propose u and elope together, i will...


hun please make the days faster....its like a lifetime waiting for u...



                                           
                                          

x sabar nak jumpa syg!!!!

sayang!!!! two more days and ill be seeing u!!!!!! eventhough we are far apart, u are in every heartbeat of mine..



I LOVE YOU , BABY....

raya..

baby!!

the day after tomorrow is raya ...and u not with me ;'(
promise me next time when we r together, i want u by my side..always..

i keep thinking about what u really want now.. being with me or being with yr family.. i want u to choose me..but i want u to be happy , n with ur family u will be , right sayang?...oh god ..i wish everything will be simpler!

ill be right beside u dear....

Baby..... this song is for u..

I'll sing it one last time for you

Then we really have to go

You've been the only thing that's right

In all I've done

And I can barely look at you

But every single time I do

I know we'll make it anywhere

Away from here

Light up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder

And we'll run for our lives

I can hardly speak I understand

Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes

Makes it so hard not to cry

And as we say our long goodbye

I nearly do

Light up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder

And we'll run for our lives

I can hardly speak I understand

Why you can't raise your voice to say

Slower slower

We don't have time for that

All I want's to find an easy way

To get out of our little heads

Have heart, my dear

We're bound to be afraid

Even if it's just for a few days

Making up for all this mess

Light up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you dear

i will wait for you

baby...

i miss u so damn much... i cant stop counting the days for me to see u sayang... i want to hug u forever..i feel alone when u r not with me, even im surrounded with bunch of people.. its been 9 month sayang i have not hug u..and few more days i will..i'll wait years just for that few seconds sayang..oh damn it..sorry baby if this thing that i do now pissed u off, but i want u to know that i really am thinking of u all the time..baby please jgn tuduh boo bkn2.. im not flirting around and i have no intention at all..the first moment i said yes to be ur only one, i meant it..even now i have to wait one more years..everytime i close my eyes to sleep, ill think of u and ill dreaming of u..